Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Timless Decade


A decade! What does one say....."I still miss him". Funny thing is that he was a whole lot of work. But it really didn't matter, I still loved him ferociously. Fortunately for me, he knew it, and loved me back. The only thing he ever graduated from was pre-school which he hated, and this earth. I oft times wonder how I would have fared if I had been born with all his problems. Not very well is my obvious thought. He thought after he acted. Ran away from most things, or ran ahead of himself on everything. Unabashedly and unselfishly loved with his whole heart. He could drive you crazy on the one hand and looking the other way make you smile and laugh. It was never ending.....and then one day it did. But our Timmy lives on, much better surroundings and much happier. Without his physical ailments, he can function and serve as he always dreamed about. I am so happy for him, that he can enjoy that freedom every day. Even that shows that I love him beyond measure, because if it were totally up to me I would put up with his daily cheek tweaking, rapping, dancing, fidgeting, anti work, anti chores, anti studying, and full of mischief, and yelling at me for being "psycho". Only things he left behind was a brand new hat, a pair of shoes and his scriptures. I'm glad he read them and had a love for his Savior. My little Ronny, Shironika I miss you and love you and appreciate all you do for us on the other side. Mommy

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Timless decade


A decade! What does one say....."I still miss him". Funny thing is that he was a whole lot of work. But it really didn't matter, I still loved him ferociously. Fortunately for me, he knew it, and loved me back. The only thing he ever graduated from was pre-school which he hated, and this earth. I oft times wonder how I would have fared if I had been born with all his problems. Not very well is my obvious thought. He thought after he acted. Ran away from most things, or ran ahead of himself on everything. Unabashedly and unselfishly loved with his whole heart. He could drive you crazy on the one hand and looking the other way make you smile and laugh. It was never ending.....and then one day it did. But our Timmy lives on, much better surroundings and much happier. Without his physical ailments, he can function and serve as he always dreamed about. I am so happy for him, that he can enjoy that freedom every day. Even that shows that I love him beyond measure, because if it were totally up to me I would put up with his daily cheek tweaking, rapping, dancing, fidgeting, anti work, anti chores, anti studying, and full of mischief, and yelling at me for being "psycho". Only things he left behind was a brand new hat, a pair of shoes and his scriptures. I'm glad he read them and had a love for his Savior. My little Ronny, Shironika I miss you and love you and appreciate all you do for us on the other side. Mommy